I didn't have value (because that was what was congruent with the facts of my reality at the moment). I gave up on myself. For a short while I gave up on everything, and everyone. I didn't shower for nearly 2 weeks. I lost purpose even in my yoga practice and in running. I didn't want to go out. What was the point? Where would I go? Who the hell wants to see me? I sure as hell didn't even want to see myself. Continue reading →